MySoCalledLife

kecewa

2011-01-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

this past few days
benar2 buat aku sedih

benda2 yg tiada bersangkut paut pon boleh jadi hal..
ntah laa... speechless sudah ni..
buat laa sesuka hati..malas mo amik tau sudah..

Penat...lelah...

resolution 2011

2011-01-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

hi people..

new year's resolution...?
do i need to?
hmmm i guess there is none for this year
other than growing up my lil prince with good health
and more traveling this year...i hope... :P

last year resolution i've achieve 80%
the biggest target is.. get pregnant.having baby of mine.. and i did...
that is the best thing happen last year..

wut ever goals u guys planning to do this year..
wish u all best of luckss!!!

take care people.. XoXo

twenty Eleven

2011-01-03T12:58:00.010+08:00

happy new year to U!!
i dont feel much the exciment vibe celebrating this new year
bcoz my 'New' year starts when i gift birth to Adam
now its all about him..not totally laa..hehe..
been bz handling my first experience as a Mom
its not an easy job handling a new born baby
first months really a rough journey
luckily i have my mom,MIL,hubby n family helping me out
Adam carrying G6PD kinda blood.. so,his jaundice agak lama nak ilang
for 10 days,everyday adam kena check darah..
to see him kena inject tuk ambil darah sgt laa pengalaman yg x best
menyentuh hati nurani seorg ibu..i cried along with adam..huhu
masuk the 3rd week, adam selalu kembung perut
bermula laa my sleepless night... lucky ada mummy menemani both of us while hubby is not around...dpt laa tukar2 jaga Adam yg nanges non-stop...
on his first month check-up, his weight 4.5kg,height 57cm
geeeee...cepatnyer adam membesar.....

ok laa.. check out his pictures..

8th day

9th day

15th day

23rd day

1 month old..yeay!

have a great year ahead people!!!

Adam Rayyan..My New Guy..Our New Love

2010-11-26T19:42:00.003+08:00

Buah Cinta Kami

Adam Rayyan

he was born on the 15th Nov 2010, 7.33pm

weight:3.3kg

height:48cm

undescribeable feeling

i'm a mommy now

:')

7th Months

2010-09-08T13:59:00.003+08:00

holla people..

this week its my 28th week of pregnancy... syukur alhamdulillah, c baby d dalam sgt aktif dan sihat walafiat.sepanjang bulan ramadhan ni, aku hanya mampu berpuasa pada hari pertama ramadhan.itu pon, kul 2pm sudah dua hati mau berbuka puasa... tapi xpe laa.. pengalaman pertama bpuasa ketika mengandung, cuma aku tak sekuat utk bertahan lapar dan dahaga kerana di dalam ni asyik menendang dan mengeras sepjg hari.... nampaknya 'hutang' berpuasa bertambah2 ni..hehe..

Lepas pay day ari tu, orang lain sibuk shopping utk hari raya.. aku lak,bz beli barang2 baby.. sgt seronok shopping barang2 baby thru online dan kat kedai2.tapi kat pasaran ni tlampau banyak pilihan tuk baby gal..dah tu kiut gilerrrr...menduga iman betul..hahaha..

hampir semua kelengkapan dah mencukupi..ada certain2 things yg aku belum sempat nak beli...
last week,my mom dah tolong basuhkan kain lampin n tuala2 baby.dah siap lipat utk digunakan lagi.nasib laa dah ada pengalaman dgn anak2 buah...skill tu masih ada dalam diri..hehe

hmmm...ahad lepas dah mengangkut playpen baby dari kg.hubby. MIL simpan playpen tu kat sana.recycle je playpen bekas anak ipar aku tu...save gak budget... semlm dah bersihkan dan jemur.. semlm dah pasang tilam n musical mobile..alaaa,patung2 yg gantung2 dan berpusing2 tu..

oh yeah... last monday, aku kena check darah 4 x... 7.30am,11.30am,5.30pm dan 9.30pm.. huhu,2x pertama tu ok lagi... tapi yg pengambilan darah petang tu yg sadis sket... susah dorang nak detect saluran darah.... sakit wooooooooo.....
tujuan kena check up darah tu sebab masa my last visit kat kkia,dorang check glukos dalam darah agak tinggi...dan dorang risau aku ada kencing manis...mudah-mudahan laa takde... biarpon doktor kata kencing manis ni hanya berlaku ketika aku mengandung, tapi klu baby dlm kandungan besar kemungkinan aku akan di operate ketika melahirkan nnt...tak maaauu...scary!

then kebetulan plak, dalam masa 3 hari lepas ada keluar lendir2 warna coklat mcm hari2 terakhir period.kebetulan aku kerja petang tu dapat peluang bercakap thru the fon dgn one of the MO O&G..aku tanya laa dia curiousity aku tu.. dia tanya kalau ada rasa kontraksi.. aku pon tak sure rasa kontraksi tu mcm mana,tapi ada laa sakit sket2 ala2 period pain.. dia kata aku patut g wad ABC utk check n admit one night for observation.sebab itu dah mcm tanda2 nak keluar.... Pucat terus muka ku...tangan dah sejuk bile doktor tu kata mcm tu. Oleh kerana aku still rasa tak puas hati...aku call Pakar O&G ..Dr.Priya yg kebetulan ada klinik ptg tu.dia suruh dtg jumpa dia... Alhamdulillah...lepas dia check n scan...dia kata takde apa2 serious.. baby semua dlm keadaan ok..cuma byk kan rehat... barulaaaaaaa aku bernafas lega.... So baby,jgn buat mummy worry lagi ok?luvvvvv u...

ok laa..tu je nak citer..hahaha...

Anyway.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri buat semua umat Islam... Maaf Zahir dan Batin...

*kurang feel raya tahun ni sebab tak berpuasa....huhu*

08.08.10

2010-08-09T22:43:00.007+08:00

Scene d awal pagi Ahad

(mode:blum mandi,berbaju tidur,menguruskan anak buah)

Ding Dong!!

"Morning..Ervina ada?"

'erk!lelaki cina mana dtg awal pagi cari aku ni..ada bouquet of flowers lagi..matai!!'

"Ervina?deliver flower for u.."

"me?.................(blur) thank u"

"hubby.................is this from u?????"

mr.hubby terseyum-senyum..

Its our 2nd Anniversary..And its a Super Suprise for me.. didnt expect to get bouquet of red roses on my Anniversary....hahahaha...Pandai sungguh mr.hubby buat suprise..

Syukur Alhamdulillah,jodoh kami masih panjang dan sedang menantikan buah cinta kami yg baru berusia 23 minggu lahir ke dunia..

"Its not been easy within this 2 years..there's up and down thru those years.. yet we try our best to make it everything to be as good as possible...need lotsa tolerance,trust,understanding and love for cherishing our relationship.Thank u mr.Hubby for still being here with me... Love U"

sumthing on my mind

2010-07-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

i've been thinking..

did i made the wrong choice to stay n give another chance..
but,
am far too late to regret n turn back.. *sigh*

My Womb

2010-07-12T12:11:00.006+08:00

Salam People

Its been a while aku tak mengarut2 kat blog ni.mungkin kehangatan utk berblogging dah bkurang sejak awal tahun ni.tapi aku cuba utk mulakan semula.kerana ada topik yg ingin aku ceritakan.

Sekarang ni, aku sedang mengandung ,yg berusia 5 bulan.Ye..perkara yg di nanti2kan bagi setiap isteri.bersyukur sgt2 sebab kali ni kansungan aku berjaya melepasi trisemester.kandungan ku yg pertama tahun lepas tidak berjaya melepasi tri semester dan aku mengalami keguguran.

3 bulan pertama, sgt sukar di gambarkan.walaupon aku tidak lah mengalami alahan yg teruk.tapi,keadaan agak melemaskan laa juga.kurang selera makan, waktu tidur yg tidak menentu,rasa lapar yg tak menentu masa, pening dan kadang2 muntah, x boleh terhidu aroma makanan...

Sejak 3 minggu lepas,keadaan kembali reda.semuanya beransur2 hilang dan berkurangan.keadan lebih bertenaga sekarang ni... selera pon makin mantapss..haha...
Pd usia kandungan 17 minggu doktor kat KKIA kata baby agak kecil,x padan dgn usia kandungan.aku dah mula susah hati..tapi alhamdulillah last week sekali lagi aku d scan,doktor sahkan size bayi ku dah tahap normal. aku juga mula merasakan pergerakan baby.pergeraka pertama ku rasa bila baby mungkin sedang berpusing dan aku terasa kepalanya terbojol di tummy.... perasaan yg sgt sukar ditafsir... teruja,gembira,sayu syahdu..semua bercampur aduk..saat pertama yg ku rasakan tu juga di kongsi bersama hubby yg kebetulan ada d sisi.

Aku sangat menikmati proses kehamilan ku ini.walaupon kadang2 sedih sebab hubby cuma on weekend seja ada utk berkongsi proses ini...tapi bersyukur sebab aku tinggal bersama my beloved parents yg sgt2 prihatin dengan keadaan ku skg ni.

Tak sabar rasanya utk tau jantina baby.. pakaian dan kelengkapan baby,baru beli sikit2...klu dah tau jantina senang sket.tak tahan hati tgk baju baby gal...semua comel2....hehe

ok la,takat ni dulu.
nnt ada masa samb cerita.
sementara tu...doakan kesihatan baby n me sehingga semuanya selesai...
thanks for reading.

-xoxo-

(p/s:catatan kali ni ayatnya agak skema kan?hahahaha....lantak laa..layan je)

jiwa kacau

2010-07-12T12:07:00.001+08:00

resah bersarang di jiwaku

melemaskan sungguh perasaan ni

i try to stop to think about it

but i cant

huhuhu

hate this feeling

hearty

2010-03-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

hati

bukan hanya untuk di sayangi

tapi

untuk disakiti dan di lukai

penuh parut dah hati aku ni...haishh..

Janji Tinggal Janji

2010-03-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

Holaaa People..
waaah,tajuk tu tak hingat...teringat lagu KRU..hehehe.. anyway,sorry laa.i know i've promised to update wif happy2 stories..tapi habuk pon tarak.been bz with FB..(du'uuhhhh)

anyhow,everything so far goes quite well n smoothly.no complaint.

last thursday,me n hubby took the last flight to KK memandangkan Friday public holiday.after all, CNY holiday kami berperap di rumah je...so this time payback time.we went for a short trip..2 days 2nite only..

Mr.Hubby have a mission gi kk.dia nak hunting for lowest price PS3 ..finally dia dpt laa new toy dia tu...haishh..happynyer dia.

My mission plak,setelah dpt budget drp mr.Hubby.i'm hunting for my dream DSLR camera... Canon 450D Rebel.....after one day,survey every mall.. at last....i own it!!!!Yiippppiiieee...thank u so much for my kind hearted sweet hubby for the biggest happening birthday present ever!!!
lepas ni...makin rajin laa aku snap snap snap picccaaaaa....

Btw,even its not on Sale season... i got few items on discount..wohoooo...
i bought a Guess purse n a small handbag on 40% off.short pants from Mango,stock clearance.2 Roxy shirt on 20%off.hahahahahaha...super duper likey!!!!

thats all,report on last week trip..later i upload the pics (maybe next month....hahahaha)

ciao people.have a great week.coz i had mine last week!!!

terkini

2010-02-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

salam people.

Yup,aku sedar dah lama tak menghadap update blog usang ni.bukannya tak de cerita.byk sangat kejadian yg berlaku dalam beberapa bulan ni..aku sgt "down" 2-3 bulan ni.setengah dari kamu yg membaca ni memang tau apa yg aku lalui.dan terima kasih kerana sentiasa sudi mendengar keluh resah aku dan sentiasa memberikan nasihat dan sokongan.U guys are the best....!!!

Sekarang ni,hidup agak tenteram sejak 11 ari yang lalu. memang ada perubahan positif dan harap2 bukannya sementara.. pada makhluk-yg-tak-sedar-diri tu, jangan sampai aku jadi manusia yg kejam dan pendendam... aku diam bukan bermakna aku lemah.

ok.cukup sudah cerita drama melayu.

let hope for a better tomorrow..
aku tak nak janji tapi nanti aku update citer2 yg lebih happy.

p/s:asyik bz ber'fb' dgn my gojes cousins.. dan aku bz bermain poker..hahaha..hampir tahap addict!

how far how long

2010-01-18T11:39:00.002+08:00

sampai bila kesabaran hati ku harus di duga

sedalam mana lagi harus ke selami

hati ku jiwa ku

sangat lelah

untuk menahan rasa ini

jika ini jalan takdir untuk ku

aku rela

ku mohon,permudahkanlah

aku mampu hidup tanpa mu

d.o.u.b.t.s

2009-12-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

this few days
i got few doubts
it strikes me again n again

i'm so confused
and stress out

Dear Allah,
give me Ur Guidance
please show me the best way
I seek for Ur bless
please give me strength
to fight all these doubts
and remain my calm..
~Amin~

WTF??

2009-12-15T09:30:00.002+08:00

"then..take him......"

WTF??

u think u own him

who the hell r u??

BITCH.

*mind my words.am so angry...so sad...so hurt!!*

Pet

2009-12-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

i think

i need a Pet

somesay,they can cure ur heart

i would like a cat with long hair
i prefer a male

end.

Broken-Hearted Girl

2009-12-07T15:08:00.000+08:00

your everything i thought you never were and nothing that i thought you could of been but still you live inside of me so tell me how is that your the only one i wish i could forget
the only one i love to not forgive and though you break my heart your the only one and though there times when i hate you cause i cant erase
the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face and even now while i hate you it pains me to say i know ill be there at the end of that day
i dont wont to be without you baby i dont wont a broken heart dont wont to take a breathe without you baby i dont wont to play that part i know that i love but let me just say i dont wont to love you in no kind of way no no i dont wont a broken heart and i dont wont paly the broken hearted girl no no no broken hearted girl
no broken hearted girl

theres something that i feel i need to say but up to now ive always been afraid that you would never come around and still i wont to put this out you say you got the most respect for me but sometimes i feel you not deserving me and still your in my heart but yur the only one

and yes there are times when i hate you but i dont complain cause ive been afraid that you would walk away oh but now dont hate you im happy to say that i will be there at the end of the day
i dont wont to be without you baby i dont wont a broken heart dont wont to take a breathe without you baby i dont wont to play that part i know that i love but let me just say i dont wont to love you in no kind of way no no i dont wont a broken heart and i dont wont play the broken hearted girl no no no broken hearted girl
no broken hearted girl

now im at i place i thought that i would never be im living in a world thats all about you and me yeah aint got to be afraid my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away away with you yeah(x3)

i dont wont to be without my baby i dont wont a broken heart dont wont to take a breathe without you baby i dont wont to play that part i know that i love but let me just say i dont wont to love you in no kind of way no no i dont wont a broken heart and i dont wont play the broken hearted girl no no no broken hearted girl
no broken hearted girl

broken hearted girl
no no no broken hearted girl(x2)

-beyonce-

Faith

2009-12-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

i'll fight

i dont wanna regret later..

for me,u n our family

bless me dear Allah..

Middle Of Nowhere

2009-12-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

where shoud i go from here.........???

-clueless-

unsaid

2009-12-01T06:41:00.000+08:00

Sesuatu yang tak di sangka
selalu ada di hadapan kita..

....

the pain that i feel
its
unspeakable

...

.period.

Please answer my Pray

2009-11-30T08:16:00.004+08:00

Ya Allah,
ku mohon diberikan
Kekuatan dan Ketabahan

I need the strength
fighting for my life,love n my future
my family

berikan ku PetunjukMu

ku mohon...
jauhkanlah daripada Kami
sebarang niat kejahatan
terhadap keluarga ku

aku redha
sepenuh hati
jika inilah
ujian yg Kau berikan

kasihani laa hambaMu

amin..ya rabbalallamin

broken heart

2009-11-29T20:12:00.002+08:00

"When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe.."

-john mayer

thats exactly how i felt

without U

2009-11-29T19:53:00.004+08:00

i wake up with tears
my pillow wets
soak with tears

i realise i'm not dreaming
its really hapenning to me

i decided gotta get outta from the room

i get my car keys

i drive
undecided
my destination

then,
i end up park the car
at the highway

volume up the sound
sitting facing the sea

i used to be calm everytime i see the sea

but..
i still can feel my tear drops

after 2 hours
i drove back
home

then again
i'm back at this empty room

lying on the bed

without u

so sick

2009-11-28T20:42:00.002+08:00

wut did i do wrong
nape aku terima nasib sebegini

alasan..demi alasan

akhirnya
aku temui bukti

enuff is enuff

i'm so sick of u

just leave me alone

i hate u
so badly

do wut u do best
lying

-end-

Holiday Lagi!!

2009-11-25T18:26:00.036+08:00

Holla people...
Selasa lepas 17hb, me,hubby,parents in-law n shasha ke KL for short holiday.3 hari full je sempat tuk berjalan2..selebihnya,masa tuk perjalanan jer... its more for shopping holiday daripada berjalan2..hehehe...so,tak sempat sgt nak jumpe kawan2 dan saudara mara..yg mana yg tersempat jumpa pon sebab kebetulan di tempat yg kami pergi.kecuali satu laa,sahabat baik masa kat sekolah ipoh,dia buat gathering kecil2 sempena kedatangan aku juga... best..!dah lebih 10tahun tak berjumpa..sekali jumpa,mak aihhh...kecoh tau!maner kecoh layan anak2 dorang yg comel2.mmg jejak kasih dan bergossip pon tak cukup masa,sebab buat malam.then saturday,dah balik ke tawau... sekejapnyer laa masa berlalu.....
enjoy the pictures..

KL..nanti i datang lagi ye.. :P

You Make It Real

2009-10-24T02:02:00.003+08:00

mmmm
there's so much craziness surrounding me
there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
you make it real for me
well im not sure of my priorities
ive lost site of where im ment to be
and like holy water washing over me

you make it real for me
and IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
youuu are the only one who save me
that's whyyy ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me

when my head is strong but my heart is weak
im full of hurricanes and uncertainty
but I can find the words
you teach my heart to speak

you make it real for meee yeaaa
and iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby
you are the only one who save me
that's whyyy ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me

everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
you got to be the only one
who knows just who I am
and you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
cause the only place
that I want to be
is right back home with you

I guess theres so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And iiiii'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why ive been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
you make it real for me

by:James Morrison

-kurus...eh..bukan,kursus.. :D-

2009-07-14T15:24:00.032+08:00

Salam People..

Last month, 22nd-26th Jun aku attend kursus di Kampus INTAN,Sabah. This is my second time gi kursus anjuran INTAN, tapi 1st time masuk kampus. YUp, kampus INTAN ni masih baru... terletak di Jalan Sulaman. Agak jauh jugak laa dari pusat bandar..kalau dari air port,naik teksi..harga tambang dalam rm80.jauh ok.......

Kursus bermula pada 22hb,mendaftar pada 21hb.so...aku ke KK pagi ahad.biar pon awal sampai,tapi aku melepak kat my sis-in-law nyer saloon.Mencantikkan rambut i...ada consultant yg bertauliah,kita guna laaa kan kemahiran dia. Btw,Melissa...she's so good dealing with my hair..

Around kul 8mlm,baru aku gi mendaftar.terkejut gak tgk kampus INTAN ni agak besar n luas.accomandation pon not bad.....mcm ala2 resort pon ada....selama 4 hari kat sana mmg best laa..bilik macam hotel..kelas kuliah pon lengkap.makanan pon marbelesss.i syorkan laa kepada korang2 pergi attend kursus2 yg di anjurkan kat Kampus INTAN Sabah ni..

Ok laa...cakap byk pon tak guna. enjoy the pictures...
to my coursemate....u guys rock!!!!!!! miss all the fun we had........

AkTiViTI MeRewaNG

the return.. :P

2009-07-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

holla people...
dah lama aku tak membebel mengepdet blog ni.been bz wif myself wif sumthing which some people dah tau...but later on aku cuba update sepantas mungkin untuk tatapan korang.

anyhoo,am on the bed now, terbaring kekenyangan....mata pon takleh tahan dah ni.
anything,i will update soon...

see y'all !!

btw.my ofiz dah block byk website even blogging pon takleh dah...huhuhu..sedih..

bye...

Blog's Award

2009-06-18T19:43:00.010+08:00

1st time dapat award
and its
from my dearest luvly fren
Apash@Mrs.Azmar

ekceli award ni terlalu BESAR tuk my blog
huhuhuhu..
but i'm so honoured

thanks Mama Qaseh!!!

The rules:

1) Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award and his or her blog link. >>>Checked!!!

2) Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award
>>> hmmm....i kenal just few bloggers...takpe kan??

Kak Liya @ MrsHaris
Miss Zara "Long"..hehehe..
DocHisyam
PapaJoneh
Miss ezzeline
Cikgu Eimiza
Sis Atiqah

kepada mereka2 yang tak tersenarai,tapi selalu mengunjungi my blog,terima laa juga award ni ye? :)

Ten Tails

2009-06-17T12:03:00.013+08:00

lepak kat rumah hubby's Aunt
cousin dia bela 10 hamsters
gileeeerrrr comel..

ni la hamster paling hitam pernah aku jumpe
even mata dia pon takleh nak nampak

aku terkenang hamster ku dulu
Adam & Sarah
-R.I.P-

Baby In Action

2009-06-17T11:54:00.005+08:00

isn't she so adorable??
Gina Dania

Do U Love Vege?

2009-06-17T11:45:00.004+08:00

she does!
one year six months lil girl
Ary Sazlin
she loves vegetable
u name it
she loves the green

My Uncle Ahmad

2009-06-16T20:54:00.019+08:00

salam..holla people...
dah lama aku tak mengepdetkan blog ni. tak tau nak mula dari mana...

kali ni,aku ingin kongsi cerita ttg my uncle Ahmad.

last 27th May,
was his first operation on back spine.
ada slip disc.(betul ke istilah tu?)
operation tu berjalan lancar.
until one day,
he's blood pressure sgt rendah.
rupanya,dia mengalami pendarahan dalaman di kawasan usus
sekali lagi,uncle di masukkan ke dalam dewan bedah
dan memerlukan bekalan darah yg sangat banyak
luckily,ramai yg sudi menderma darah.
from wut i heard,
dorang syak one of medication yg uncle amik selepas operation back spine
memberi kesan kepada usus sehingga bleeding
lagipon selepas 1st operation tu
uncle hardly to eat anything

alhamdulillah,
lepas pembedahan tu
uncle dah ok tapi masih dalam kesakitan.
sehingga laa 10 Jun
terima panggilan dari my mom
she told me uncle mengalami low blood pressure lagi
kali ini, dorang tpaksa guna eletrik shock tuk jantung uncle
dan aku kelu tak terkata
seawal 5 pagi,aku bgerak ke sandakan bersama my aunty Noi n uncle Ben
sewaktu aku sampai di Hospital Dutches of Kent Sandakan
uncle Ahmad masih di dalam dewan bedah tuk pembedahan ke-3
untuk menghentikan pendarahan tuk kali ke-2

kali terakhir aku berada di hospital ini
semasa menjaga arwah atuk aku di saat-saat akhir hidupnya
.....*sigh*....

most of my family dah ada kat sana
semua dalam keadaan tenang menunggu di kawasan menunggu dewan bedah
i hug my cousins,uncle mad's daughters
at that moment
i'm speechless......there's no word yg sesuai tuk comfort dorang kuar dari mulut
i know how much they worried
when i hold them
only tears yg keluar
i know,they try to be strong
and i try to be strong for them
its really tough time for them
my aunty Las plak..wajahnya tenang
hanya Allah je tau apa yg bermain di hati dan fikirannya
aku perasan,aunty Las dah susut berat badan
my parents dah berada kat sandakan since 25th May lagi
my mom giving her whole support to her lil sister
till today my parents blum balik ke tawau

while waiting the operation end
uncle's ofiz colleague,friends and our relatives
ramai datang menderma darah
sangat terharu dengan kehadiran mereka
dan hasil darah yang dapat di kumpul
uncle berdarah jenis B
hasil derma darah B ada 12bag
yang selebihnya darah jenis O dan AB ada 14bag

pembedahan bermula pada 8.10pagi berakhir pada jam 2.30ptg
kami di khabarkan buat sementara uncle dalam keadaan stabil
pendarahan dapat di hentikan
cuma mereka risau uncle akan dijangkiti kuman dan
berlaku pendarahan di tempat lain pula
kami bersyukur kerana uncle selamat dan stabil selepas di bedah
dia di masukkan ke wad ICU
my dad nasihatkan family yg lain tuk balik berehat terutama sekali aunty Las
yang tidak berehat semalaman
aku menemani Erma (3rd daughter) menanti di luar wad ICU
kami menunggu masa melawat petang tu
Erma minta aku supaya tidak menangis bile berdepan dgn her dad
semasa aku lawat uncle
di kelihatan tenang terbaring kerana masih dalam keadaan tidak sedar
byk tiub2 yg berada di badannya
hati ku sangat sebak dan menahannya sebaik mungkin
hati menadah kesyukuran uncle masih survive

malam itu,
my family membuat solat hajat di masjid perumahan uncle di taman merpati
mendoakan kesejahteraan,kesihatan dan keselamatan buat uncle

aku menghabiskan hari siangku sepanjang berada di sandakan di hospital
menggantikan my cousin n aunty las yg berjaga sepanjang malam di sana

sehingga hari ni,
my dad khabarkan yang uncle stabil
tapi masih belum sedar sepenuhnya supaya uncle tidak merasa kesakitan
kerana masih ada tiub2 di dalam perutnya

aku berdoa uncle di panjangkan umur
dan kembali sembuh dan sihat seperti sediakala
semoga keluar uncle tabah hadapi masa2 sukar ini

i love them so much

*aunty Las and uncle Mad on 25th May before his 1st operation*

the family members waiting outside operation theatre

-hanGin MaLas-

2009-06-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

kebelakangan ni
streamyx mcm biol
sekejap ada sekejap takde

nak online pon takde mood
nak update blog pon malas

3 minggu dah aku download
game Sims 3
hari ni baru capai 94%
tak sabar2 dah nak main ni........

bley claim deduction tak dari TMNet
sebab bad service n reception??
GERAMMMMM!!

Its Not Over

2009-06-07T10:14:00.003+08:00

Again,
i felt so down this weekend.
the same cause,wut happen to me last month.
the same biatch.

i dont usually call anyone that.
i dont know her.
i dont think i wanna know her.
but,
cause of the biatch,
i feel so damn down.

where do i went wrong?
wut is that i dont realise?

my eyes watery.
over n over again.
lies after lies
words after words
denying everything
saying its over.

i try to forget.
trying hard....to accept.
but down deep in my heart
theres a hole
fill with pain and sadness.

my trust.........its falling apart

Sukan Vrrroooommm Vrroommmm

2009-05-22T15:42:00.015+08:00

@Sunday

Me n Mr.Hubby
gi event
Karnival Sukan Bermotor
@Airport Tawau Lama

so i just took some pictures

vintage motorcycles

big bikes

geng scoot

my favourite vintage beetle car
i wish i had one of this volkswagen

pink..hmm..ok la kot..
BUT.. hello kitty?yucckksss

biarpon panas..tapi ramai juga yang datang

sebenarnya banyak lagi keta2 yg di pamerkan
tapi takde mood nak amik pic
sebab ramai sgt orang

tak tahan kepanasan,
(nanti terlebih 'tanned' plak my skin :P)
kami chow lebih awal

+the end+

rasa oren

2009-05-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

aku tak tau
ape sebenar-benarnya
apa yang ku rasa

hari-hari aku dalam dilema
memikirkan
perkara itu

ya,aku telah memaafkan
tapi
sukar tuk lupakan

hopefully
i overcome this matter

buat kawan2,
doakan ketenangan buat aku ya?
tima kasi

Kau Yang Punya

2009-05-16T00:27:00.004+08:00

-:malique feat najwa:-

Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya

Bertukar pandangan, senyum
bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik
ah, tak tidur malam
angan-angan jadi pasangan
dah menjadi kenyataan
yang nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung
kita pernah berpisah dan kembali
berpisah dan kembali
kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga
teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha
jadi sebagai gantinya lagu ni kau yang punya
yang kau nyanyikan, aku nyanyi juga
tak sempurna, tapi ku kan tetap coba
dan janji-janjimu kujanji juga, yup
kini kau dalam duniaku macam hip hop

Kerjaku memang kejam
punca matamu tak boleh kejam
bermalam, bukan berjam
dimana? dengan siapa kubersama?
berpeluh, bertenaga dengan mic ku berasmara
yang lihat masih menjerit, si genit masih mengenyit
bungkusan dilontar sepuluh digit masih terselit
nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua
tiada lagi show, kemudian after party
tiada lagi party, kemudian hotel lobi
yang lain masih berpesta
biarkan saja mereka, mereka masih muda
aku ditelefon kalau tak disisimu
dan kalau dengar suara, itu tv atau lagu
jangan bimbang tiada siapa bersamaku
dan jangan bimbang kalau tiada yang berlaku
nope

Satu fakta, dua penipuan
yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang
kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali
komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi
mulut orang perosak reputasi, pembunuh motivasi
mereka pakar fabrikasi, modifikasi
di depan senyum, belakang dengki
yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri
siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama
dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama
ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
ke akhirnya

Kujuga bimbang sayang di mana kau berada dengan siapa kau bersama jangan lupa kau tetapku yang punya

*semoga kejadian 8 Mei itu memberi hikmah dan cahaya baru dalam hubungan kita sayang....*

i wonder

2009-05-12T01:06:00.003+08:00

am i happy
i'm not sure myself

i wonder
if i am really happy

or is it
i pretend to be happy
to make
other people happy
when they know that i'm happy

i wish
i can gain my happiness

i wonder
if there still that kinda happiness exist

*dont bother,if u cant understand...i'm just out of my mind*

Mummy...its ur special day!!!

2009-05-11T21:52:00.009+08:00

@Sunday
its Mother's day
anyhoo,my beloved mom is not around
she n my dad visiting relatives in KK
wishing her thru sms early in the morning
i hope she buy nice stuff for her with the some liltle token dat i gave her
i love u mummy
owez do
biarpon my mom sgt-sgt garang to me..

so,
i spend the day wif my Mother-inlaw
me,hubby,MIL,aunty Mie n Uncle Jamil n lil'Jasli
tengah hari buta tu
kami ke area yg dikenali sebagai 'ice-box' atau Kg.Kitingan
memula gi pekena gado-gado n soto banjar serta cendol
di gerai berhadapan balai polis
lepas gendang gendut tali kecapi,kenyang perut suka hati
kami mula menyusuri ke gerai-gerai bundle
perrggghhh...panasnya ala-ala sauna
basah jugak ketiak :P

petangnya,
hanley+suzana (ipar)
gi beli itik
me n hubby plak
gi beli bahan2 dessert

malam tu kami makan sekeluarga
tu je nak citer :P

my DIL suap kek tuk MIL
sebelah sana tu kak Ayu(kazen hubby)

suzana+ary+natasha

itik masak lada putih n udang goreng tepung
yummmmmy

to all mothers out there
all of u are superwoman!!!!!
happy mother's day

Tiada Lagi

2009-05-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

Sia-sia sudah kita jalin cinta bila hati s’lalu berbeda
Sampai kapan lagi ‘ku harus menahan rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu, tak mungkin ‘kan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta, biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak ‘kan lagi ‘ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Sampai kapan lagi ‘ku harus menahan rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu, tak mungkin ‘kan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta, biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak ‘kan lagi ‘ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu, oh…

Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak ‘kan lagi ‘ku bersamamu

Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu

*buat kamu...ya,hati ini sangat-sangat terluka*

kalau anda gembira tepuk tangan,,

2009-05-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

holla people!!!

sori.takde mood nak mengupdatekan diri dlm blog ni.
lagipon takde benda nak share.

just nak bgtau,
betapa excitednya aku menanti mlm esok.
mr.hubby pulang awal minggu ni.dia amik cuti on friday.
mau balas dendam last week dia x dpt bcuti2 panjang dgn wifenya yg cute ni.. :P
maka,aku pon sibuk2 jugak laa amik day-off.
cant wait to spend time wif mr.hubby....YEAY for me..

clap.clap.clap.clap.clap.clap.clap

p/s:kak lia,pasal tag tu..nnt gua laksanakan ye..... :P
issue sensitif lak tu...huhuhuhu...ku coba nanti..

have a nice day people
feel some love :P

kiciwaaaa...

2009-05-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

khamis:
mr.hubby sampai dari LD
kul 9 malam

aku tersenyum riang :D

jumaat:

mr.hubby bertolak ke LD
kul 8 pagi

air mata menitis :'(

sepanjang hari takde mood...

semoga 7 hari akan datang berlalu dengan pantas....

*jgn spekulasi...aku tak halau mr.hubby atau sewaktu dengannya,
mr.hubby hadiri program anjuran ofiz dia until ahad ni.....*

buhsan tull.....

Blood donation part 2

2009-04-27T21:21:00.008+08:00

hello people

last friday,i decided to donate some of my blood
not for anyone specific
it just i wanted to do it

this is my 3rd time but 2nd in this year
so last entry about the blood donation
i didnt insert any pic
so this time i took some of pic

5 bed disediakan

mcm muka minta simpati :P

my blood been suck
*lately,asyik tgk citer berunsur2kan vampire,so tak takot sgt tgk darah*

memula, staff blood bank tu jarum kat sebelah lengan kanan
tapi pergerakan darah slow sangat
dia kata urat darah ku tu kecik sangat

then dia cuba plak sebelah kiri
tu pon terima bantuan dari lagi sorang staff
sebab urat aku tak visible,
dorang amik masa gak cari
then baru ok

dan

ini je hasil yang dorang dapat
*kalau Edward Cullen tau aku mempunyai darah sesedap ini pasti dia mencari aku...hehehehe*

tapi
lengan kanan aku bengkak laaa...
sehingga ke hari ni

namun demikian
its nothing laaa..
tak m'gugat pon semangat aku nak menderma darah lain kali

maka,di sini
aku ingin mengambil kesempat
MENYERU
kawan-kawan semua
sudi-sudikan lah menderma darah

kalau kita derma darah
sedikit sebanyak kita mampu
menyelamatkan satu nyawa lain lagi
maner tau hari ni
hari mereka memerlukan
masa hadapan
kita pula yang memerlukan bantuan bekalan darah
macam mana?

selain daripada tu
at least organ dalaman badan kita berkerja lebih sket
generate darah baru kan??
tu teori aku je...hehehe
jarum tu tak sakit pon sebenarnya
otak kita je ni membayangkan bukan2
believe me!!

ada juga terfikir nak derma organ dalaman
bila aku 'pergi'
suatu hari nanti
tapi
perlu dipertimbangkan dulu...

so..thats it for now
thanks for reading
have a pleasant day people :)

Finale: Last Day of the Trip

2009-04-23T20:21:00.005+08:00

@Sunday Morning

seawal 7 pagi kami dah check out
walhal aku n mr.hubby terlewat bangun
tido mati..huhuhu
nasib sempat bsiap on time

kami bertolak menuju ke Nilai 3
singgah sebentar kat R&R Ayer Keroh
untuk bersarapan pagi
dan kemudian meneruskan perjalanan
sepanjang ni,aku takde amik ape2 pic
badan ku sangat2 keletihan
mata masih lagi mengantuk tak cukup tido
dalam bas kebanyakkannya menyambung tido

Sampai kat Nilai 3
di beri masa 1 jam setengah tuk membeli-belah
me n mr.hubby mmg takde benda sangat nak shopping kat sini
tapi kebetulan abg Bob(my eldest brother)
minta tolong belikan dia stok tudung
memandangkan kedainya yg baru launching pada 11 April
dah kehabisan stok

Jam 12.30 kami bertolak ke LCCT
samapi je terus gi check-in

nasib Q tak panjang sangat
sempat lagi pose bgambar
tu trolley barang2 hubby n me dan mr.Jul(red shirt)
nasib tak terlebih berat luggage
ada member tu,gi check in sendiri2
dah laa banyak m'angkut barang
dah kena extra charge
kesian..

lepas check-in me n hubby
gi makan
Yes..makan @ mc'D
then baru masuk kat departure hall
lepak2 tiba2 awan gelap dan hujan lebat
flight kami delay sebab airplane tak sampai lagi
huhuhu

kami sampai kat Airport Tawau dalam kul 6.30 petang
sampai rumah
aku pengsan kepenatan

the end

*dah malas nak naip sebenarnya*
sowwy

family day part III: our 2nd day @Melaka

2009-04-22T18:42:00.061+08:00

holaaa...
sorry people,lately mmg takde mood nak blogging
so,
mari sambung citer yg tak seberapa best..

@Saturday Fever

Pagi Sabtu seawal 7 pagi
kami check out
then bsarapan di kedai mamak kat bawah hotel
sementara tunggu bas
destinasi kami seterusnya
Melaka Bandar Bersejarah.
mention pasal sejarah ni,
masa aku berumur 4-5 tahun
aku pernah menetap
di area Bukit Paya Ikan,Melaka
sehingga laaaa berumur 7 tahun.
Dah bertahun jugak laa aku tak menjenguk Melaka ni.
So..i'm so excited to see Melaka

in da bus

destinasi pertama:
Taman Mini Malaysia

Waktu dulu,
aku dah berpuluh2 kali masuk tempat ni
jadi tour guide u can say
hehehe..
hubby tak bminat nak masuk
so kitaorg lepak kat cafe
dan makan2
ahli rombongan yang lain
ada gak yg masuk
siap tgk persembahan tarian lagi

me n Alin depan entrance
Taman Mini Malaysia
Alin anak En.Fendi & Kak Ika
2nd boss hubby

mr.hubby happy dpt mkn mee bandung

then lepak kat vendor jual buah2an
makan non stop
huhuhuhu.. T_T

2 jam wasting time kat taman mini melaka ni
huhuhu

did u notice?
mr.hubby's smiling face
ni laa tempat yg paling di tunggu2 oleh mr.hubby
yeah,believe it!
..
..
..
Zoo Melaka

kami hanya di beri tempoh sejam
untuk berada di zoo ni
gila apoo...
ingatnyer Zoo ni sekecil tapak tangan gorilla..
daripada buang masa lelama kat taman mini m'sia tu
better 2 jam kat zoo
lagi bessshhh..

riang ria ketemu Tapir @ Cipan
hehehehehe
.....

the best part
riding the real Horsie
best best best

Zirafah yang sangat comel
tapi baju putih tu lebih comel kan? :P

mr.hubby dan binatang kegemarannya
Crocodile

banyak lagi binatang kitaorg tak sempat nak tengok
sebab kami kat sana masa binatang2 tu lunch break
dan lepas tu
kekenyangan dan sukar di kesan
sebab dah cari spot tuk zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
lagipon, kitaorg dah di call bgtau semua bkumpul kat main entrance
dan kitaorg laa paling lambat dan terakhir sampai
hahahaa..
tak kisah laa..yg penting i had fun..
wish we had more time
kedekut tul..ade ke sejam jer lepak kat zoo?
tak logik tooool

dan akhirnya,
muka ku kemerahan almost burn
sebab kepanasan
huhuhuhu

lepas lawatan ke zoo
kami check-in kat hotel
area Mahkota Plaza
tuk berehat2 laa kononnya

1st thing yg aku buat bila dah check-in
Mandi manda
giler panas....sangat panas.......

selepas refreshing diri
me n hubby
menjalankan diri ke Mahkota Parade
susah jugak klu jadi pasangan 'shopaholic'
tapi aku yg lebih2 ..hehehee
beli pump shoes kat nose yg tgh SALE
then beli sepasang sneakers
and
sepasang leopard printed Croc's

huhuhu
simptom2 shopaholic
mati laa...

memandangkan dah banyak mengerah tenaga tuk berjalan2
me n mr.hubby
decide melayan perut kami yg berdangdut
we were craving for Nando's Chicken yg super yummmyyy
Extra Hot please..:P

terpengaruh dengan Naruto laaa ni..

muke gumbira dapat makan ayam Nando's

lepas makan Nando's
dalam kepedasan
gi cari extra Peri-aid
nak tau ape dia
ICE CREAM
yippiieeeee..
at last,i found my fav ice cream
Baskin Robbins

huhuhu..sungguh heaven dpt menikmatinya...
then kami jejalan tgk area Dataran Pahlawan sesambil nak menuju ke hotel semula
kami di minta berkumpul kul 7 kat bas

Dataran Pahlawan
dulunya Padang Bandar Hilir yang dipenuhi dengan
kereta lembu dan gerai-gerai kraft tangan
tapi sekarang
penuh dengan butik-butik yg Famous Amous.. :P

motif gambar ni nak memperlihatkan Menara Taming Sari
dan Eye of Malaysia
tapi pengcahayaan yg kureng di sebabkan cahaya matahari dan awan kelam
huhuhuhu

then,
kami lepak2 sebab kepenatan
sila teka lokasi kami melepakkan diri

any clue??
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jawapan:di tepi longkang
hehehe

malam
kami berangkat beramai2 naik bas ke Umbai
destinasi tuk makan malam
siap bley sesat lagi
tapi bukan sesat aper
rupe2nyer Umbai yang terkenal dengan ikan bakar ada 2 tempat
ada Umbai lama dan Umbai baru
Kami tersesat ke Umbai baru
ahli rombongan lain semua dah ngadu kelaparan
me n mr.hubby maintain je.....
ape laa tu pon nak kecoh2
walhal kitaorg dah melantak petang tadi
hehehehehe

muka-muka kelaparan

Kedai-kedai Makan Umbai
yang terapung kat tepi laut
Sampai je kat meja,makanan dah lama terhidang
sejuk dah
yang tak bestnyer,seafood yg di hidangkan tak fresh
setakat seafood ni,better makan kat tawau jer
i ate nasi lemak,ikan bakar serta sotong goreng
yang lain-lain tu aku jamu kat mata jer

Selesai makan kat Umbai,kami kembali ke bandar Hilir
mr.hubby sibuk ajak yg lelain g tgk The fast and the furious 4 midnite show
tapi sebelum gi tgk movie
aku terasa nak naik Menara Taming Sari memandangkan masih buka
walau dah kul 10 lebih

ramai yang join termasuk laa family para bos

pemandangan Bandar Melaka di waktu malam
di ketinggian 80meter dari paras tanah
(agaknya laa,takleh dengar sangat penerangan oleh staff melalui p.a system.
ada sekumpulan perempuan terjerit2 macam je naik roller coaster...annoying..)

lepas tu,
me n mr.hubby and his colleague mr.azmi n wife
we went for nite walk
tak sempat nak bersiar2 petang tadi area bandar hilir
so kami bersiar2 area dataran pahlawan je
then kami menuju ke Mahkota Parade

memandangkan showtime movie 11.45
kami tiba masih awal
jadi,gi berpoya-poya di k-box dulu
mr.hubby gian nak melalak

*aku nampak gemuk T_T*

kami 4 pasangan suami isteri gi layan movie
balik hotel around 2 a.m
penatnyerrr....

pergh..abez juga entry tuk episode ni..

to be continue..lagi dan lagi.. :P

The Next Episode...Family Day Part 2...

2009-04-18T08:44:00.021+08:00

the journey continues..

hidden agenda:
gi shoppingggggg... Weeeeee....

location:
Pavillion,Bukit Bintang

:D

lokasi pertama;
food court
hahaha,lapar laaaaa...

nasi kerabu..lalalalala...sodap!!!

syahdu je rase dpt menikmati mkn peberet

bila dah kenyang,
baru ada semangat nak shopping :D

testing.testing.
cantik kan?
TOPSHOP
last piece..for me..hahaha

ni pose kepenatan suda..hehehe
rehat sebentar sebelum meneruskan perjuangan :P

tumpang pose je depan
kedai Coach
nak beli ....tak mampu T_T

my loving mr.stylo

kami lepak2 kat luar ni bukan saja2 nak lepak
hujan laaaa plak

then kami bgerak ke Sg.Wang Plaza
kat sana,too bz nak amik pic
then, best fren hubby
mr.faizal a.k.a kid
amik kitaorg gi mamam
kat Tmn. Bunga Raya

nasi lemak ayam..sedaappss

mr.kid tolong Q beli kueh teow grg sedappss
panjang org Q nak beli
lepak2 makan
hasilnya----kenyang melampau!!hehehe

kemudian,
kitaorg gi danau kota
gi checking out stuff
hehehe

mr.hubby, mr.kid n Gf -miss lia-

lepas dah mematahkan kaki
mengukur keluasan
tapak Downtown
mr.kid dgn baik hati
hantar kitaorg balik
ke hotel

...to be continue...

Pull and Bear..rocks!!

Family Day Part.1

2009-04-14T21:34:00.050+08:00

*warning:entry kali ni lebih banyak gambar berbanding biasa...klu rasa boring,toksah buang masa tgk2,tak paksa pon.terima kasih!*

howdy people..
entry kali ni berkenaan
trip family day
ke Kuala Lumpur
dan Melaka
selama 2 hari 3 malam

@Khamis
So,kitaorg berlepas dari tawau dengan menaiki flight kul 9.15mlm.

Cenonet je baby ni.Qaseh Ellysha Dania..

gosipping sementara menunggu masa boarding

ni kitaorg dah nak naik flight
nasib me n mr.hubby dpt seat berdekatan
skg kan airasia dah guna sistem seat numbering
tapi ada ke patot, wife boss n anak pompuan dia di beri seat berjauhan
then bile mintak tukar,kena charge rm25 per seat
mak aihh....
patot aaaa airasia untong besar

makan time!!
sangat2 kebulor.tak makan dari petang.
steward tu,agak sedap mata memandang,
tapi bile dah mula cakap
ada nada2 keayuan plak...
huhuhu ..wasted.. :P

hubby makan megi kari
mcm sedap kan tgk dia mkn
hehehe
i had nasi lemak
lupe nak amik pic
terlampau kebulooorrr...
lepas mkn,layan dvd movie...then..Zzzzzzz....

sampai kat LCCT around kul 12.30
lepas semua dah ok
naik bas yang disediakan
tiba kat hotel tu dah around 2am
urus check in semua
sampai kat bilik pon susah nak tido
1.waktu tido dah berlalu
2.bawah bilik kitaorg kedai mamak,
dorang ngah tgk bola.bising giler

3.ada keta racing blast2

tertido nak dekat kul 4 lebih
huwaaa...

sian Ronan.tertido kepenatan...

@Jumaat

9am kami bersarapan berjemaah kat kedai mamak bawah tu
semua dah muka excited nak mandi
ye la,kat sabah mana de theme park

SUNWAY LAGOON

Riding Pirate Revenge and The Lost City Of Gold (roller coaster)
tak mencabar
lagi best kat Genting...CorkScrew..
Pirate Revenge tu swing 360 degree..
ada lagi satu tu pon mcm tu.
tapi laju giler swing 360degree
terangkat dari seat babe!
besttt...
nak lagi..nak nak nak!!! :P
mr.hubby at 1st hesitate nak naik
but then, gian plak
hehehehe

dorang singgah booth jual pic kena capture while riding roller coaster
masing2 gelak evil tgk muka horror yang lain
kutuk gila gaban
aku maintain jer...rambut jer terbang melayang.. :P
then,lepas naik roller coaster,semua lepak jap tenangkan diri.
(sebenarnya dorang ngah haus,tekak kering menjerit...)

semasa org lain bz nak mandi
melengkap diri dengan pakaian renang
around kul 1pm,me n mr.hubby escape dari theme park
sebab
kami ada hidden agenda
hehehee

stay tune......next episode... :P

ignorance is bliss

2009-04-13T22:32:00.001+08:00

"ignorance is bliss"

how far its true?
tryin to ignore
wut ever that i felt rite now
but
my heart
wont let me

hearty
please be strong..

Away

2009-04-08T23:28:00.005+08:00

i'm off to kl tomorrow nite
sunday i'll be back

hopefully there's a lot
pics and story to share
in my blog
soon..

to all my Christian Friends
happy celebrating
Easter Day

see ya!!

----fly...fly...fly...-----

escape hole

2009-04-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang terfikir nak cari satu tempat aku escape dari masalah tuk seketika...
kalau laa ada pintu macam doraemon ada tu kan best
bukan nak lari dari masalah
cuma mencari ketenangan seketika.
kalau laa aku ni boleh pergi ke mana2 sesuka hati kan best
tanpa terikat dengan apa2

so,anyone..bley pinjam pintu doraemon tak??

-hearty-

2009-04-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

hearty
........

asyik nak jaga hati org jer
hati aku ni sape nak jaga
diperkotak katik sesuke hati

dont make me start
to b
sumone who ignores
EVERYTHING

when i'm at that mode
trust me..
i dont give a damn..

dont tell me i dont warn U!!!!!!

Unicorn

2009-04-06T18:17:00.003+08:00

3rd April 2009
my own white 'horsie'
:D :D :D
-alhamdulillah-

over?

2009-04-04T16:55:00.002+08:00

i wish
its not over

is it over?

huh..i dunno..
i dunno
wut to think

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T07:36:00.001+08:00

I'm just one person
with two soul..hehehee
hubby n me
bgelap last nite@8.30pm for more than one hour
to show our support
to WWF campaign
(its kinda romantic juga baaa..lagipon just the 2 of us je at home :P)

i hope
small action will give huge effects
to our mother Earth

Safety First

2009-03-25T18:15:00.004+08:00

mat rempit yg berhemah :P

happy 8th Annivesary

2009-03-21T11:17:00.010+08:00

-1st Love by Utada Hikaru-

saigono kiss wa
tabakono flavor gashita
nigakute setsunaikaori

ashitano imagoroniwa
anatawa dokoniirundarou
darewo omotterundarou

you are always gonna be my love
itsuka darekatomata koiniochitemo
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
imawa madakanashii love song
atarashi uta utaerumade

tachidomaru jikanga
ugokidasou to shiteru
wasuretakunai kotobakari

ashitano imagoroniwa
watashiwa kittonaiteru
anatawo omotterundarou

yay yay yeah

you will always be inside my heart
itsumo anatadakeno bashogaarukara
i hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
imawa madakanashii love song
atarashii uta utaerumade

you are always gonna be my love
itsuka darekato mata koiniochitemo
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
mada kanashii love song yeah
now & forever ah...

even ur not my 1st love & neither do i

this is our love song :)

happy 8th anniversary

mr.hubby

last year,on the same date

i'm ur fiancee

now i'm ur wifey..

thank u

for

everything...

i love u more than u ever know

chubby kan kami? :P

i dunno why

2009-03-21T09:06:00.004+08:00

i sense sumthing
sumthing i suppose not to think
i dunno
wut shud i do

clueless

i hope
its not really wut i tot it would be

need to clear my mind

:( :( :(

Supper

2009-03-19T22:24:00.010+08:00

After wedding tu, masih awal lagi.
mr hubby rasa lapar
then aku plak mengidam choc milk shake

then kami decide singgah
Veda Blu
di Bandar Utama @bt.6

Flavour Parita

(sounded like cacing pita..hehehe)

Say "AAAAaaaaaaaaa"

my choc-ferro roche milk shake

conclusion:kenyang.wlupon tak sedap as expected...hahahahahhaa

Congratulation Sis Ijang

2009-03-17T13:10:00.024+08:00

14th March 2009
event: wedding day of Azniliza & Yahyah

Pagi:

berkumpul kat rumah Uncle Jumali

acara gosip2 n updating info terkini
between my mom,aunts n cousinz..

mak andam kategori kanak2...assistant mak andam,anak sendiri tolong mak dia andam

my mom pon tidak ketinggalan touch up b4 berangkat

sopan kan?
nama dia Aska Kazuki
father dia japanese
dia membesar pon di jepun
mummy dia my cousin,kak lina

me n the bride, Azniliza
do we look the same?
i know i'm more chubby..not need to mention ok... :P

ladies...
my sweet cousins and aunts
sedih,some others tak dpt attend

ini tradisi kami berkazen..pengantin baru akan dikerjakan samada untuk menari atau menyanyi..
luckily, both of them sangat sporting

purple syndrome..

tahniah Azniliza & Yahyah

Welcome to the family

and

last but not least

pengantin tak berapa baru
hehehe
still honeymoon mode

Gifts from My Lover

2009-03-17T12:17:00.002+08:00

mr.hubby gi kursus last week di kl..

shirt from Zara
handbag from Guess

thank u.
so totfulllllll..

luv u.luv u.luv u
MR.HUBBY

Monkeys Clinic Day

2009-03-17T11:04:00.009+08:00

@Tuesday (11th March)

Abgku bawa Ena n Faiq ke klinik. Leher Ena ada bengkak, sebab sakit tonsil. Faiq plak batuk2 n demam. Tapi both masih lagi aktif berlari2.....

betulkan??

sambil2 tunggu tu,ukur ketinggian

wawan:114cm

ena:88cm

nurul malu2 lak nak ukur.asyik intai2 jer..
faiq?hmmm..susahnyer nak bagi dia stand still..huhuhu

tunggu faiq keluar..

muka relak jer lepas di suntik..hehehe..
syabas noty angel..!!

-end- :P

eat.eating.ate

2009-03-11T20:58:00.028+08:00

holla people..

@Saturday

Hari ni day off.pagi2 awal dah bangun,gi rumah makcik Marik (mr.hubby's aunt).
selepas selesai dan bersarapan.balik rumah..
petang,ada dating dgn mr.hubby.food hunting....hehehe,kelaparan sebab skip lunch

watermelon juice and tornado drink (sedapss)

popeye chicken chop & new zealand lamb chop mushroom sauce

Gelas jus itu sangat lonjong

Lepas mkn,gi jejln jap

Mode S.S:bergaya dgn sunglass terbaru mr.hubby

then masa lalu kat gerai buah-buahan area Sabindo,
mata ku tertumpu kepada

raja buah:

DURIAN

dgn baik hatinya,mr.hubby beli 2 biji
then melantak kat rumah mentua aku
sangat2 kenyang pada mlm itu :D
yummmmmmmmmyyyy

*kambing+durian=aku tido dlm keadaan kepanasan*

@Sunday

aku keje shift pagi hari ni.borink nak mamposs!!

My 2nd bro...Abg Gio n Family sampai dari Sandakan around 4pm

Anak2 buah ku sangat jarang berkumpul n bermain sama2

eh,mana Notty Angel??
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Taaaaddaaaaa.....

buat muka toya mintak keropok dgn mr.hubby..hahahaha....

then malamnyer, tekak me n mr.hubby teringin makan makanan berasaskan seafood

ikan di akuarium A3 sangat2 laaa besar.gerun aku nak makan..hehehe
next pic tu close up utk akurium B5
lobster itu sedang berusaha membuka kerang tuk dijadikan santapan..

kami hanya order 3 jenis menu jer

sup ketam+jagung*butter prawn*ikan pari bakar

muka riang kami yang kekenyangan

tgh syok2 makan, my sis in law join mkn
so..licin laa lauk pauk yg terorder
takde laa membazir

natasha wif new hair style
stylist by her sis, melissa (yellow shirt)

b.t.w, melissa akan launching her new hair salon
kat shops area University Apartment phase 1
pada 14th March ni
so,sesaper free tu
gi laa check out her salon
just mention my name
i'm sure she'll give u discount
then aku dpt komisyen
free haircut n hair treatment
muahahahaha...

-end-

Bags..Bags..Bags..More Bags..

2009-03-06T14:11:00.007+08:00

fairy god mother
please..
fulfill my wish
hehehee..*wink*wink*

L.A.M.B Williamsfield Tote
i likeeeeeeeeee...

L.A.M.B Kaye Kaleidoscope
...huhuhuhu.....nak nak nak!!...

Louis Vuitton
i luve 'em

so,anyone?
wanna be my fairy god mother??
or..fairy sugar daddy.. ;P
(kidding mr.hubby..)

Saturday's Story

2009-03-03T19:35:00.028+08:00

aku keje pagi tu seawal jam 7.terbabas time tido sebenarnya.agak kelam kabut pagi tu.
(*tapi mmg setiap weekend,aku selalu lambat tuk keje shift pagi.mood sgt2 malas*)
dlm kelam kabut tu,mr.hubby perasan awan pagi tu sangat gelap.

-hurmm,patot laa mcm best je tidoku pagi tadi..-

ok.citer pagi tadi takat tu jer..hehehehe..saje nak tunjuk gambar awan yg gulap tu....

malam plak, dating dgn mr.hubby. hajat tu nak carik present tuk Ena. birthday dia yg ke-5 pada 1 Mac.sama dgn abg ku mr.Gio. sebelum hunting for present, mr.hubby ajak gi 'santap' dulu, agak kelaparan sebab kami tak lunch akibat kekenyangan late breakfast. at last aku ajak dia makan buffet kat Promenade Hotel yang baru je buka di tawau ni.saje nak gi test2 makanan.maner tau sesedap buffet kat Promenade KK yg menyajikan byk pilihan makanan.

pose dulu sebelum dating wif mr.hubby

cafe@7- sebab kat 7th floor :P

tu lauk yg aku ambil.mr.hubbynyer plate luper nak amik pic.sebab dah terlampau kebulorr...
special menu malam tu lamb.tapi semua pon mcm sedap.ni kaberline je tunjuk kat pic amik sket2...ahakss..
pic sebelah tu steak, half done. aku pilih black pepper sauce...sadaaaapppssss.....mr.hubby mamam satu slice.aku satu slice.then i had cream sup of vegetables..yyummmmyuummmy

~deeeeesssssseeeerrrrttttt~

my version:choc+s'berry ----mmmm----- mr.hubby's version:vanilla+s'berry+w'meon

burp!!!alhamdulillah..excuse us..hehehe..

view dari corridor Cafe@7

bandar tawau di kala malam sabtu

*********
kesimpulan:tidak sesedap yang disangka dan pilihan sangat terhad.

******************

sampai at home about 10++
ada penunggu setia menanti kami
hehehee...
the birthday gal

Cik Nurul Elliena
pose dengan present that i bought for her
-happy birthday Ena-
mak su n pak su loves u sooooooo much
dont b notty gal

then,
aku terima lagi sorang tetamu tegar
yang belum tido
dan masih dlm keadaan sangat aktif..

hazim faiq@Alonso-Liverpool

berusaha memanjat katil

mr.hubby buat muka garang..

need i say more..?
sweet tul pic ni...
i love both of u guyss....
mmuuaaahhssss

motivation

2009-03-03T19:23:00.003+08:00

i found this v.clip from a blogger from terengganu.
it makes me think a lot...
about myself..
about us..
'normal' people
.....even he's handicapped, amazed how he can touch others heart....

kekurangannya adalah kelebihan buat dirinya

we never realised
and
be grateful
for what we had

dont give up
especially to ourself

bad week

2009-02-27T00:43:00.004+08:00

hi people...i hope u all have a wonderful life..

dah lama tak update.biggest reason, mood mmg tak berapa elok since last week sejak kejadian my hp.then few things came up membuatkan aku sangat2 malas nak update.sepatotnya kemarahan n rasa down aku tu bleylaa jadi bahan tuk aku bebelkan kat blog ni.tapi...nak buka blog sendiri pon takde mood.

anyway, my hp dah kembali padaku last monday.condition tak berapa ok sangat seperti sebelumnya.tapi i can still use it.it cost me RM200.00.....huhuhuhu...nasib baik my sweet concern Mr.Hubby sanggup m'bayarkan. tot of nak beli hp baru.tapi keadaan ekonomi skg tak m'izinkan aku. there are lots more important thing yg perlu aku utamakan.....wlupon dlm hati aku menangis.

i just love my nokia music express.fulfill my needs.tapi...ntah laa.dgn keadaan skg ni.sgt tidak memuaskan hatiku.sedang survey2 hp baru utk dijadikan target klu ada rezeki lebih nnt.

nutting much to tell from last week. i did took some pictures.tapi ada kat hp mr.hubby gak sket.so, tunggu mr.hubby balik mlm esok laa baru load pic tu.

pagi tadi n pagi semlm, aku melawat makcik or i call her as 'tua' di wad mata. dia ada operation y'day.mata dia ada selaput n perlu letak kanta baru. everything went well, dia dah discharge tgh hari tadi. Tua Bini adalah kakak ipar to my dad. my uncle, i called him as Tua Laki, big brother to my dad. i'm not that close to them.but i do respect them...

selepas maghrib tadi, kami sekeluarga ke rumah my kazen kat batu 10.taman seri indah.perumahan baru yg agak luas. 1st time aku jejakkan kaki ke sana. reason my whole family ke sana sebab my kazen buat majlis makan2, sebab mak dia a.k.a babu Esah n his sister nak balik K.K sabtu ni.

ada yg buat aku annoy tadi masa kat sana. aku terkejut dia ada.tak tau plak dia balik.i was not ready.try to be cool...tapi...ntah la.aku bukan marah atau benci.cume terkilan dgn dia. masih teringat sms yg dia hantar kat aku bulan lalu. tunggu juga klu dia ada reaksi nak tegur sapa aku.tapi org buat tak tau...aku nak kata aper.masa balik tadi, aku salam gak dia.buruk mcm mana pon, dia tetap keluargaku.hmm,pandang muka aku pon tak masa salam.so....nutting much that i can say.i do forgive, but i cant forget easily.

hurrmmm...banyak kejadian dari since last saturday till tonite membuatkan airmata ni senang berlinang. quite a bad week for me laa...wut to do...thats life.

ok la.nanti klu rajin, next entry upload pictures.

sorry for bored entry diz time.

My Sweet Notty Angel

2009-02-20T18:42:00.011+08:00

i'm on top of horsie

jumping retard

give me applauses

borink!no more other challenges?

i feel like to hang around

now, i'm hungry little angel

bestnyer jadi budak2.tak byk yg perlu di fikirkan dan risaukan.
menjadi kesayangan semua orang.

faiq,maksu love u so much.
u r my cure of my sadness
thank u *abg hensem*

*abg hensem*-faiq akan tersenyum simpul apabila di gelar begitu

Sad

2009-02-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

i was sad
since last nite
it just happen
out of sudden
wifout any sign

why..?
why now?

............huwaaaa............

nokia music express 5610
problem:screen blank
warranty:expired last month!!!!!!!!!!

-unfair-
sedihhh tawww..
:'(

at10tion to miss ZaRa..

2009-02-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

ur request being granted

here's to u:

ok cik ZARAdara
i belanja u tgk lamb chop je laaa yek?
cheap n so tasty...
nyumnyumnyumnyum
let's eat !!

This I Promise You

2009-02-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

Aku kenal Mr.Hubby lebih kurang 8 tahun yang lalu.
(dia kenal aku,lebih dari tempoh tu tanpa aku sedari :P)
become lovers pon dalam tempoh itu.
we lost track the exact date.
but the thing that i wanna share wif u guys,
the 1st love song he would love to share with me everytime that moment....

This I Promise You
Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

its a promise 8 years ago,still maintaining the promise,
hoping it will remain till death do us apart

*i love u,mr.hubby*
remember the 1st time we heard this song together? ;)

..hmmmm...

2009-02-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

morning:
blurrrr

afternoon:
happy...very-very happy

evening:
saddy with tears in my eyes

nite:
..hmmmm..

conclusion----emotion unstable

........Wouldnt it be nice.........

2009-02-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

chocolate anyone? :D

tadi keje shift ptg.usually selepas ofiz hours,mmg perut ni
buke siaran keroncong.
memandangkan, mmg takde supply makanan hari ni..
nasib baik ada makanan yg bersembunyi dlm handbag.
ngehngeh ngehngeh..chocolate...

supplement di kala nak kedatangan bulan gemilang
nak bagi stabil emo2
ni laa cure aku.
tak kisah laaa..
yg penting mesti berunsur2kan
bahan cokelat ni...
milo ke,choc milk shake ke,choc cake ke..
semua gwe telan.hehehe..

gemok?
hmm..bukannyer makanan rutin pon.
makan biler perlu je.
tak addicted.
sekali sekala memanjakan selera tekak

persoalannyer,
betol ke chocolate ni menggemokkan?
dah byk aku baca artikel2 psl benda ni
semua pon punya fakta yg berbeza.
but still,
i dont mind..
makan je selagi ada selera nak mkn
bknnya aku ngadap bende ni ari2 pown...

so,anyone..
ade nak belikan aku chocolate tak?

valentine's day nak dekat dah
even aku tak celebrate.
tapi bagi sesape yg tak punya saper nak curahkan
hadiah cokelat tu..
aku sedia terima.
ferro roche ke hersye's kisses "dark choc" ke
sangat2 di alu2 kan..
hahahahahahha..mula merepek.
mcm 'high' mkn chocolate plak ...weirdo..

bile mkn cadbury ni,ingat lak lagu iklan cadbury ni

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together weve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy

Wouldnt it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice

by:beach boys

*terus teringat citer 50 first date plak..bestttt!!*

nite-nite

*miss u my love*

Full Moon

2009-02-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

mood tgh up and down
kurang pasti nape..
dah tibe masanyer kot

moody ku ni dari last week lagi
ada la 2-3 orang jadi victim
angin monsun ku

sorry...
tapi takleh nak control laaa
seriously..bukan suka2 nak m'gila
sebab ada lesen

tadi...
mr.hubby jadi mangsa..
i'm sorry love..

(tapi sape suruh buat my tempreture go high up...)

i need cure..
solution:chocolate...more chocolates....

chiao!!!

2009-02-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

semalam,aku chat dengan adik angkat ku dari Dubai.Orang JB,tapi keje kat sana since last year. Aku kenal dia thru Frenster dah 6 tahun. Dia baru putus tunang. tak sampai setahun pon bertunang. Ada pihak ke-3 yg sememangnya dah wujud since dorang couple lagi.ntah laa..malas nak comment lebih2. Aku turut bersedih, kerana ni bukan kali pertama dia dikecewakan.

Dear Riz,
i pray for u,that u'll be tough enough to get thru diz ..
its not ur first time, u shud be able to handle this situation better
u did the best u can to maintain the relationship
not worth it for u to cry over her..
be strong my dear bro...
there alwiz sunshine with rainbow waiting for u
let the dark cloud pass by...
u still have peoples around u
they still love u..
i know i do..

b strong dear..

Quack..Quack..Quack

2009-02-09T18:15:00.022+08:00

@thursday:

nutting much to share.just some pictures of faiq yang semakin hari sangat aktif...

Faiq Caught On Act

pose manja wif mak su

@friday:

Pagi ni,sangat laa sejuk dan gelap.haaaaaiiii..sesuai bangat tuk meneruskan beradu di atas katil ku yg empuk itu.tapi,gotta work people...pergerakan aku pagi ni,sgt laa slow mode.lagging kot...hehehee....tapi yang best,jalan agak lengang....maybe org lain terlanjur lena tidur dgn cuaca yg sangat sejuk ni..jeles!jeles!jeles!

*awan gelap.hujan renyai*

Lepas keje kul 2 tadi,gi cold storage carik itik. Yup,aku teringin nak makan itik.
Korang suke makan itik tak?
hehehe...aku beli 2 ekor,
sebab cadang nak bagi kat my Parent In Law sekor.
tu pon klu menjadi percubaan pertama ku nak masak itik......
hahahaha...yeah,my first time.

nak potong itik pon, aku amik masa yg lame.

pertama, aku ada rasa tak sampai hati nak potong

kedua. daging itik tu agak keras

then,hasilnya.....

walaa......

hehehe,bley la.selepas 2 jam masak itik ni sebab dagingnya yg keras,
menjadi jugak resepi mentua aku tu.
sebagai menantu yg baik,aku hantar la sekor itik ke rumah mentua.
After all penat lelah masak tu,aku tersenyum lebar melihat
mr.hubby makan dengan penuh selera.
it make my day... :)

oh ya,semua kat rumah makan..includings my monkeys (my nieces n nephews)
kecuali kak mas (my sis in law)

mission of the day:success!!!!

sementara menunggu itik aku tu masak,
aku jaga my monkeys bermain2 kat halaman rumah..

#gloomy dark clouds
#hey..bye2 aeroplane!!
#lonely bird,no mate..kesian...
#wanna ride my horsie??

picture of the day:

walaupun lagging pagi tadi,tetap dpt pose dgn jayanya :P

UpSet

2009-02-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

Good day People,

well..its not really good day for me. My tummy upset since this morning. Memulas2 ade...rasa mcm nak ngok2 pon ade..hai,mengelirukan la.tak tau naper sang tummy ari ni.maybe sebab semlm aku makan 'membangan'.haaaaaaaaa....mesti people out of radar sabah tak tau ape bende tu.sorry laa,aku lupe nak amik pic(mmg takde niat nak amik pon :P). Ia adalah sejenis buah.Biasanya membangan ni mudah di dapati area daerah Papar. My aunt gave to my folks last day. Then semlm, my mom tumis membangan ni dgn sambal lada kering.perrgghhh,mmg sadaps....masam2 then pedas..heaven! tapi akibatnyer,perut aku lak meragam. maybe aku tak sedar laa tu, mkn over the limit....huhuhuhu...usually buah membangan tu di buat jeruk.mmg sedap di mkn dgn sambal belacan....."kick" kate org kampung ku..hahahah..ya laa tu.

stop about that.citer lain plak...

Ari ni,lunch kat rumah MIL.dorang ajak mkn sana. then lepas mkn,cepat2 la gi ofiz.tapi hujan laa plak melanda.nasib jln tak jem. mesti sampai ofiz awal, klu tak....confirm laa bertapak jln kaki sebab park keta jauh.. Tadi mrs.W kata,claim aku ada masalah kena edit lagi balik.mrs.accountant tu tak nak maklumat terlalu detail..(bodoh ke ape) aku punye laa rajin bagi info, dia tak mo plak. tpaksa siapkan ari ni gak klu tak mo claim lambat dpt. alaa..aku bukan dpt byk maner pon.bley sekadar top-up credit fon tuk sebulan. bukan mcm cik puan yg kaki kaut semua OT tu...huhuhu...wuteva.malas nak ckp pasal dia. settle semua,ngadap pen.pengarah minta sign. nasib laa dia tu ok dgn aku.cepat jer sign...
oh ya,tadi aku terjumpa kerani yg jaga hal ehwal perkhidmatan aku kan. aku dah di minta sign borang opsyen tuk pencen atau KWSP. so...aku pilih pencen.then semua dokumen tuk pengesahan perkhidmatan dah siap ku tandatangan.hopefully aku dpt laa pengesahan dalam perkhidmatan within diz year.....dpt memo tadi, ada meeting pengurusan 11hb pasal family day pengurusan. Lady Boss tanya tadi klu aku nak pegi.....hmmm...aku kata,klu takde yg nak,ape salahnyer aku yg pegi. walhal mmg pon aku nak gi.mmg teringin nak gi Resort kat Felda Sahabat tu. nak lepak2 kat tepi pantai lagi.mesti bestt... harap2 dpt gi la..
ptg2 tadi, perot mula siaran keroncong. minta tlg mr.S tlg belikan bekalan santapan kat luar tadi.nasib baik laaa hati dia baik sgt sanggup nak pegi..(walhal tu laa peluang dia tu nak berasap..tak tahan kesejukkan...hehehe) dia gi beli ape nak tau? Sanggar Peppek atau Pisang Goreng Peppek....hahahaa..pelik kan nama tu. Menurut sumber yg boleh dipercayai, peppek tu maksudnya dilenyek atau penyek..lebih kurang laaa. Pisang yang baru dikupas tu akan di goreng terus tanpa di potong.lepas tu, dah di angkat pisang tu di penyek2 kemudia di goreng buat kali kedua. bagi aku, rasa dia mcm kerepek pisang jer. tapi yg menyedapkannya bkn ape, cuma cicahnyer..sambal belacan tomato. well, tak salah pon korang mencuba. maner laa tau selera kite ni tak sama korang lak rase sedap....rugi laa klu tak mkn kan.hehehehe...
lepas 6 ptg, pen.pengarah@PTD kami tu melepak plak kat dept kitaorg. terpaksa laa berhenti daripada bergossip dgn mr.S... (respek sket ada bos...nnt pecah lak rahsia..hehehe) mr.PTD tu suggest aku ikot kursus kat IPN, amik course Pengacaraan Majlis Rasmi..a.k.a...jadi Mc....wakakakakakaka....mak aih mamat ni.....ade plak suruh aku praktis jadi mc....malu i.. (eceh!!!) aku iya iya jer,mengiyakan cadangan dia. mr.S plak ajak dia bergossip, aku malas nak layan.better baca blog bloggers lain lagi faedah....

tu je kot citer ari ni. Sekian terima kasih.

p/s: Masa mr.PTD b'gossip dgn mr.S tu, dorang citer pasal anime n kartun. then dia kata suke kartun yg futuristic n action... yang aku tergelak sakan tadi... dia sebut Kim Possible one of his favourite......MUahahahahaha (gelak evil)...kartun pompuan tu....funny..funny... :P

sweet dreams everyone.esok keje pagi again...borink!!

Best Fren of Mine

2009-02-04T19:55:00.004+08:00

happy birthday Izma Rohaida
3rd February

my best fren di SKSR
mula berkawan,1991 till now
SMGR,she still b my best fren
i moved to KL,she alwiz been my best fren
until,i transferred to Twu.after few years,we lost contact.
Then we met at Friendster,after a while.
one of my fren told me,she turns out to b a beautiful babe.i agree... ;)
havent met her yet since last 2000. 9years.......
NoW
she's married last year to his bf.
sedang pregnant 3 bulan.

i cherish our friendship.i hope we remain as fren.i love u babe!!

Aku yg Hangin!

2009-02-04T19:40:00.004+08:00

ms.Specialist A,
di kala nak minta tlg, manis betol mulut berkata2.

ms.Speacialist A,
di kala ikot mood swing ko tu,mulut macam B*t*c*,better tak yah berckp laaa..
high educated, but poorly in manners.

ms.Specialist A,
tahniah,sebab dpt complaint dari patient.
buat 18x lagi ye.

aku hangin pagi tadi sebab minahpakar-perasan-bagus

Chinese New Year Holiday Pt.2

2009-02-02T18:08:00.025+08:00

@saturday :

pagi me n mr.hubby teman my parents ke pasar.beli keperluan utk kenduri arwah esok. tak sempat ambil ape2 gambar kat pasar ni.tapi mmg besar dan bersih. selesa utk shopping. mr.hubby teringin nak makan sup kaki ayam.puas juga pusing2,tapi takde pulak orang jual kaki ayam.terasa pelik ,apsal susah sgt mau dpt kaki ayam ni.orang kat sandakan ni x makan kaki ayam ker.....tapi bila kami bertanya,alkisahnya mostly kaki2 ayam tu awal2 lagi sudah di booking.haaaiii......hampa laa mr.hubby.sebelum balik ke rumah,my parents nak singgah kat supermarket Servay di bt.4,sementara tu aku n my.hubby gi toy shop berdekatan. niat nak belikan tuk Ain n Jul (anak abg Gio) permainan. sebab aku jarang bertemu dgn dorang kan,so sekali sekala beli laa sumthing tuk dorang.my mom belikan kaki ayam tuk hubby,takut menantu kesygannya kempunan.....hehehehehe....

Jul dan Ain

Ain

petang, hubby and i decide keluar berduaan jejln kat bandar.hubby beli sweater kaler pink corak stripe kat kedai Strawberry for me.(best!best!best!).koleksi baju sana mmg best belaka laaaa, stp design mesti ada byk choice colour2 bley di pilih.harga pon kira orite laa...next time nak pegi lagi la... (bley kan hubby kan?)
then kami ke Bandar Ramai-ramai nak tgk movie laa konon.tiba kat sana,terkejut suasana agak sunyi...rupernye,takde movie yg best.patut laa takde org.....sebelah pawagam tu ada bowling alley.tapi takde mood nak main bowling.so me n hubby jejln je la area bandar tu.then kami decide nak ke Giant kat bt.6. Sampai kat sana,ada plak pertunjukan tarian singa.

>mr.hubby excited< >u think u can dance?< >penonton yg kagum< >mr.singa tak gayat ker?<

@sunday:

pagi, bz di dapor menolong persediaan kenduri arwah kecil-kecilan jer, sedara mara terdekat jer.best juga berkumpul ramai2 sekali sekala.updating gossip terkini dgn my cousinz.hahaa...

malam, my ex-roommate di UiTM mrs.Farah Wahida datang ke rumah auntyku. dah lama giler tak jumpe.....skg dah jumpe masing2 dah pegang title Puan.hehhehe... then,lewat sket kami lepak kat Veda Blu.mr.hubby lepak plak dgn kawan2nya di pusat snooker.ekceli,its my birthday eve...

@monday:

hAPpY biRtHdAy to Me

berangkat balik ke tawau sebelah tgh hari.sebab pagi tu hujan lebat sesgt2.sebelum balik,sempat lagi ke bandar.mr.hubby nak beli jersi.my folks tak balik lagi.menyambung percutian until weekend.maklum laa org dah bersara.sentiasa ada cuti2....sampai kat tawau dah 5.30 ptg.terus ke rumah mentua. tak sabar nak jumpe c kecil,baby Gina.

....:: Baby GinA DaniA:...

baby of my sister in law.sangat menggerammmmmmmmkan... dan seorang lagi comel yang ku rindui selalu...

~aRy ZasLiN~

Parents In Law Belanja Pizza tuk celebrate b'day aku.TQ.

#the end#

Chinese New Year Holiday Pt.1

2009-01-28T22:09:00.020+08:00

Hello fella's...

Sempena Tahun Baru Cina, aku dah ambil cuti since jumaat sehingga rabu :D

Jumaat- Selepas bfast kat area BaZhong, me n my parents pon bertolak ke lahad datu dlm kul 9. Sampai kat LD dah lebih kurang 11.15 pagi. Then,sementara tunggu mr.hubby abez keja kul 12.00,my parents nak lunch.selepas tu mereka continue perjalanan ke sandakan.me n mr.hubby btolak selepas lunch and beli2 barang sket dlm kul 1.30 ptg, nasib jln tak sesak.sepjgn perjalanan plak aku tido.hehehehe....sepatutnyer aku drive halfway.sampai kat rumah aunty Las around kul 4.00 ptg.mr.hubby plak terus pengsan.at nite, my cousin Erda bawa kami semua gi celebrate b'day anak pompuan di miss Intan...8th bufday..tapi badan dah macam budak darjah 6..

Bufday gal,shares same zodiac wif me...Aqua Girl...

sup..nyummyyyyy. siput tarik yummmmmyyy jugak!eat eat eat....

..:we are the family:...

~ baby dania wif mumy & wif uncle mady~

back to school

2009-01-21T23:35:00.008+08:00

Nurul Errina. She's in standard 6 this year. UPSR waitings for her.
I hope she will do very well.
(i didnt manage to capture her pic in scool uniform)

Mohd Syazwan. Standard 2 this year. He's choosen as Head of Class.
Above my mom taught him how to wear the tie.
but she forgetten how to do so.hehehehhe....

Nurul Elliena. Her 1st year & 1st day going to school.Excited.

i miss my school days.i miss my friends.i miss the great times.

...: Fantasize :....

2009-01-21T20:31:00.006+08:00

I wanna do dumb things.
I'm talking: strolling-in-the-park things.
Stealing kisses straddled on park swings in the daylight while the ice cream van sings little melody like...
Twa da da dum...Da da da da dum...
I'm talking some midnight dedications of rare groove tunes,
And all across London
we're using real names too,
'cause we're not fazed by who cool, who a fool.
See, I want to...
everything with you, so...

I Fantasize about you
said everyday
And I want to do just everything.
Said Baby
Said everything
and a I I I...

Now I want to run holdin' hands
See, I know that we can do this, in a field of purple grass sprayed with green and white tulips under a sky washed orange by an everlastin sunset.
And you know what???
I ain't done yet.
See, I want to catch a ride off some crimson- colored stallion.
We can sail off in a boat made of water, straight into horizon
And we could catch a lift on a cloud.
Thats silver lining's really platinum,
But you know what? (whaaaat?!)
I still ain't done yet.
See, I want to- (Wooo-ooooh)
And I was thinking we could-(said whaat baaaaby)
And if you wouldn't mind a little-(Oh yeah-heyy-yeah)
And if you're ready we could always--(Oh oh oh baaaby yeah yeah)
See-
"I Fantasize...(uh huh)
about you, (said you justa...)
everyday (everyday)
and I want to do just everything...
(thing for ya)
Said, Baby
(thing with ya)
said everything.
(everything)
And...I, I, I Fantasize about you,
Said everyday & I want to do just everything. Said, Baby, said everything. "I Fantasize about you, everyday & I want to do just...

(i guees there is sum wording in the lyris aint here...so its only a part of wut they rhyme)

like this song...the melody catch me 1st,then the words..
i got the song from my best fren. he is now,fantasize about a woman..a real woman..who he knew, he cant ever get her.i pray for him, he'll get a same version of her but available for him.

Demam

2009-01-16T03:47:00.005+08:00

hi people..

it's 3.48am,sitting here at my ofiz.yeah, today i'm working at night shift for the 2nd time for this week.sepatutnya aku keja on weekend ni night shift, but aku pohon ehsan Mrs.W utk bertukar jadual.nasib baik dia setuju..hehehe..tima kasi kak W.tujuan aku tukar jadual tu sebab nak spend time dgn mr.hubby.only on weekends or public holiday ja dpt jumpe mr.hubby, *sigh....

dah seminggu aku tak update ape2 kat sini.semenjak kejadian hari tu, jiwa n fikiran aku agak terganggu.so i need sumtime to overcome wutever feeling that i had.is that a good excuse?hehehe..

khamis, my mom told me about my uncle Ahmad ke KK tuk buat pemeriksaan lanjutan di SMC.Aunty Las,kak erda n Intan menemani uncle di sana.Aku sangat rapat dengan family Aunty Las,adik kepada my mom. She's like 2nd mom for me.anak2 dia,yakni sepupu ku dah ku anggap seperti adik beradik ku sendiri.i hope nothing bad would happen to him. Amin.

sabtu,aku keje shift pagi.but i was overslept.huhuhuhu...terbangun at 7am.damn....capai hp,rupernya hp aku low batt n off,thats why takde bunyi alarm. dah laa pagi tu sejuk disebabkan hujan,and ada mr.hubby d sisi membuatkan aku sangat2 lazy nak gi kerja and plus,bulan mengambang membuatkan aku malas membuat ape2 selain drp berbaring di katil empuk.call ofiz,inform dorang aku lambat masuk...akhirnya aku masuk ofiz kul 8.then,my beloved mr.hubby pergi tapaukan aku bfast mee tauhu..yummmyyy...weekend mmg rasa sgt lambat masa berlalu klu berada kat ofiz,sebab asyik fikir nak spend time dgn mr.hubby.kul 2pm, mr.hubby jemput aku.then we went to pasar Sin Onn.ingatkan nak beli ikan n ketam. tapi tak byk pilihan nak beli ikan dan ketam plak mahal sangat, sekilo rm17.not worth it. lastly beli ikan kembong jer dgn beberapa jenis sayuran. earlier this morning,mr.hubby ada gi pasar besar,tapi takde ikan juga...maybe bcoz of the rainy days this few days kot.sampai kat rumah, my mom in law (MIL) ring my hp.ajak gi rombengan atau dikenali sebagai bundle.well,mr.hubby's family really enjoying buying from there.....aku pun mula suka gi window shopping di bundle pun hasil drp minat mr.hubby juga di suatu masa dulu.now,mr.hubby dah malas sket nak gi bundle.memandangkan takde rancangan ptg tu bersama mr.hubby,kami pon gi jemput my MIL kat rumah then kami spend time ptg yg panas suam2 kuku di bundle.hasilnyer...my MIL dpt sehelai baju dan sehelai alas meja yg cantik.spending time wif her n my sis in law,mcm hang out dengan my own girlfrens.best..best..best..kul 4pm,balik rumah my MIL, then hang out watching tv wif mr.hubby.lepas tu Parents in law ajak mkn mlm kat luar.we bring along my niece,Ary sazlin.she's 1++ year old.masa dlm keta tu,aku bermain2 dgn Ary sambil mengajar dia few easy

she is so adorable like me :P

words such as atok,nenek,moon..sambil tunjuk ke arah bulan yang cantik..
she's a good learner.i had fun spending time with her.after dinner,went back to my house.then,join my parents tgk tv,majalah tv3.dokumentari pasal orang Cocos.thats another story to tell...

sunday,another lazy morning for me.di sebabkan bulan sabit merah ni aku berasa sgt malas tuk berbuat aper2.again,aku bangun lewat... hari ni,me n mr.hubby bermalas2 je whole day.tapi malas macam mana pon,aku kena iron dan sediakan pakaian mr.hubby utk 5 hari.thats my routine every weekend.the best thing for today,my mom plak masak ketam masak merah for lunch. YIPPPPIIEE!!daddy got lucky diz morning,dapat ketam fresh kat pasar.after lunch and watching tv,mr.hubby join me sambung tidur sampai petang....lepas maghrib,kami ke rumah mr.hubby.mkn malam di sana.My MIL rupernyer gi bundle lagi petang tadi,semata-mata nak beli handbag putih leather dgn harga rm9 jer.condition masih ok,cuma ada comot2 sket yg dpt dibersihkan.kemudian,mr.hubby hantar aku kerja shift mlm lepas tapau makanan tuk bekalan di kala lapar.then dengan berat hati melepaskan mr.hubby balik ke LD.....hurrrmmm...i hate this part everytime....... :(:(:(

hari-hari seterusnyer,aku byk tidur disebabkan aku bekerja shift mlm dan juga disebabkan sindrom bulan sabit merah tu buatkan aku berasa sangat malas dan kadang2 agak moody dan berangin.kelmarin (khamis),aku bangun pagi dalam keadaan yg sangat tidak sihat.kepala berat semacam, tekak sakit dan hidung plak mempunyai mukus2 selepas bersin sepanjang malam. pada mulanya,aku ingatkan sindrom bulan sabit merah tu blum hilang,tapi rupanya aku sakit pagi ni.percubaan pertama aku bangun,aku ke dapur,keluarkan mknan mentah tuk nak di masak for lunch.then i want back to bed,sebab tak tahan menanggung rasa kepala yg berat.terlelap sekejap.bila cuba bangun lagi sekali, baru aku pasti yg aku demam. gagahi juga ke dapur,buat segelas teh O panas dan mkn sekeping roti berintikan butter dan gula.lepas tu,aku telan ubat.sambung tidur sampai tgh hari.baru rasa lega sket,biarpon masih rasa high.rupernye, bukan aku seorang ja sakit.tapi faiq dan ena pon demam,batuk dan selsema.hmm..............takde maknanyer aku sakit2 mcm ni tanpa mr.hubby tuk bermanja2..(hehehehe...aku mmg manja bile time sakit...)

hampir kul 5 pagi,aku masih tak dpt lelapkan mata.my partner for today,Mr.S nyenyak ja tido dari tadi.kurang plak panggilan mlm ni.rasanyer tiada aper lagi yg perlu aku kongsikan.
sweet dreams everyone...... my love....

daaaaaaaaaaa.....

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."

deeeeepppp down under

2009-01-07T20:10:00.004+08:00

hmm.skg ada h20 yg mengalir dari mata ni...
ntah laaa...sedih disebabkan satu benda dan sms ku terima tadi...damn!!!
i juz wish i can turn back time n wish this thing doesnt happen...............
i hate it!!!!!!!!

statement di atas,berlaku semalam. semalaman h2o itu keluar.... hari ni,aku masih dlm keadaan 'down' sgt.ntah laaa...harap2 perkara ni tak diperbesarkan sebab telah melibatkan byk pihak. alhamdulillah, hubby memahami keadaan yg berlaku.i got all of his support...
biarpon dia tak rela sebenarnya, i know...

pedih hati,kehilangan barang bernilai...di khianati..di malukan..

~maafkan kesalahanku~

mudah-mudahan, DIA akan mempermudahkan masalah ni.amin.

doakan aku ya...

Blood donation

2009-01-07T07:09:00.003+08:00

Selamat pagi dunia... :)

waaa..semangat pagi tul aku ari ni.walhal mata masi sleepy.(ekceli aku ni mmg selalu bangun lambat...hahahaha...tak berubah langsung...) but hari ni,aku kena btugas at 7am,which make me sooooooooooooooo lazy.takpe takpe...maybe ni ade lah pemangkin utk aku bgn awal...(yeah,rite!)

sepatutnya,aku nak blogging semlm b4 my sleeping beauty.but toooooooo sleepy n tired.bkn sebab my keja, tapi aku mendermakan darah y'day.volunteer aku mberikan darah ni, disebabkan bank blood dah kekurangan bekalan. pengalaman pertama aku mderma was sooo last year. masa tu amik setgh pint jer, namun semlm, aku d minta derma sebyk beg besar.so maybe, 1.5pint.di sebabkan itu, aku menjadi sgt lemas n a bit drowsy.tu la knock down awal semlm (awal pon b4 12midnite.hehehhehe) naper aku m'derma?aku pon tak tau. tapi masa tgh baring2 sambil darah ku disedut, aku nampak quote "donate to save life". so aku harap, aku dpt menyumbangkan pertolongan utk menyelamatkan nyawa. pernah juga aku dgr desas-desus ngatakan lepas derma darah ni,kita akan gain weight.so aku pon gi laa gatal2 tanya staff kat blood bank betul ker statement tu. then akak tu yakni jururawat terlatih bgtau, mengikut kajian takde plak didapati terjadi perkara mcm tu.tapi kemungkinan selepas kita m'derma tu, selera makan yg btambah. so bagi aku, tak kisah laa tu...ape salahnyer bertambah selera mkn. tak semestinya m'gemuk kan?optimistik laaa sket. klu mcm tu, kaum hawa susah laa nak mderma, sebab takot the F word ...Eh ello...Fat laaa...jgn pk lain plak. aku cuma anggap,selain mderma,at least aku bg peluang kat badan aku ni generate new blood.its good laa kan?hahaha,betul ke teori aku ni..... Anyway,to u all out there, derma-derma kan laa darah tuk menyelamatkan nyawa. its a good feeling tau, buat kebaikan...(yeah yeah yeah....looks who talking :P)

**aku lupe nak amik pic.next time laa k... (mcm je ade org teringin nak tgk..)

Pagi Yang Sengal

2009-01-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hari ni bermulanya shift baru kat tempak keje ku. seawal 7am dah mula bertugas till 2pm. last week, dgn baik hatinya aku bersetuju untuk bertukar jadual dgn Mrs.S,memandangkan dia nak uruskan hari pertama persekolahan anaknya. Dgn malasnyer aku bgn pagi tadi seawal 5.30am. Selepas 'bersiram' di kala pagi yg sejuk, aku call ofiz nak reconfirm pasal pertukaran tu. Hampanya, Mrs.S tak jadi nak b'tukar.......huh, kesan kesejukan siraman pagi tadi buatkan badan ku kembali panas....bpeluh2.... Sengal laaa babe!!!! aku korbankan waktu tidurku...huwaa. selesai berbaju,perut ku memulakan siaran keroncong.ngadap dapor,buat simple bfast for me slice of bread n hot milo. konon2 dgn harapan lepas aku teguk milo tu, mata aku kembali layu.but hampa..aku sempat tonton dua movie di tv.akhirnya, mata ku dlm keadaan 'gantung' lack of sleep slps semlm ngadap lappy.huhuhuu...

hmm.kat ofiz tadi tiba awal setgh jam.sempat laa dgr gossip2 dari akak2 tu. citer pasal mr.OCPD yg baru ditikam last friday/saturday kurang pasti. kejadian tu menyebabkan agak hectic jap wad Unit rawatan Rapi a.k.a ICU oleh pelawat yg maybe kurang menyenangkan. rombongan cik kiah koo..maner laa tak hectic wad tu. baru OCPD,tak tau laa klu ada Menteri Sabah ke kena admit...agak2nyer lift tu pon tak tertampung dah pelawat yg tak diundang ni. bkn je staff kat wad je yg hadapi masalah.dept kitaorg pon samer.terima panggilan bertubi2.ade saje kenalkan diri sebagai so-called-pegawai ....... dah laa kerek... makin besar jawatan seseorg tu,makin kerek laa demand dia.mcm je dia je manusia paling VIP kat dunia ni. thank god,it wasnt me working at that time.hehehehe...(i was leisuring my time wif mr.hubby on the weekends.yeay to me n mr.hubby!!)

nampaknyer mr.hubby had a busy day kat ofiz. kami sempat bckp over the phone not more than 6x.well....its ok for me.Monday.so,wut shud i expect?mmg bertimbun laaa keje mr.hubby.sian dia.get well rest tonite mr.hubby.

my parents went over ke rumah my parents-in-law tadi tuk hantar sayur nangka masak lemak.then, my mom told me that keta mr.hubby tak siap lagi.his dad intend nak jual keta tu kerana m'dtgkan byk prob.well...i hope that is a good news for us..hehehe..
masa dinner tadi,sempat juga my mummy mbebel suruh beli my own car.senang laa bgerak sendiri gi keja.tak yah guna laaa my beloved daddy a.k.a sugar daddy sent me everytime. huh,klu aku dah cukup duit,tak yah mummy penat2 nak bebel.mmg dah confirm parking depan rumah tu,bagi memenuhi ruang yg mmg dah sempit.Nak azam simpan duit nak beli keta ke thn ni?aaahhh...malas la.klu cukup duit aku beli la.kang beria2 azam awal2 tahun...by the time, mesti duit tu diperlukan di ruangan yg lain. so,biler masanyer nak tcapai azam aku tu.takper laa..pasang je angan2..... at least i have a dream.its a good thing rite?

Almost midnite.rasenyer takde ape lagi yg aku nak bebelkan.till my next mumbling....sweet dream my love... -gud nite everyone- ZZzzz....

The Beginning

2009-01-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

hai...ni la permulaan blog aku.tak tau nak mula dgn ape2 topik khusus.aku ni bkn laa pengarang yang hebat.juz let out wut my mind speaks.

gambar di atas ni aku amik bulan lalu, seawal 6.30 pagi dalam perjlnan ke Lahad Datu.cantik kan?klu laa aku ada skill amik pic yg lebih hebat, pasti keindahan terbit matahari tu aku dpt kongsi dgn korang supaya lebih mudah dihayati.well....i'll learn someday,to b a good photographer.sebab aku mudah tertarik keindahan sesuatu objek.... well,maybe the innerside of me ada gak gift art..sket2...(awww...tak malunyer..!! :P)

faktor utama aku pilih pic ni sebagai lambang permulaan aku dlm dunia blog,yg konon2nya akan bakal aku selalu 'isi'.takper....angan2 tu bagus,supaya ada matlamat dlm hidup.sempena tahun baru ni,i would like to do sumthing different in my life.tapi ape benda,tak pasti lagi....we'll see along my journey n bebelan merapu kat blog ni k?
anyhooo....i'll share about me later.

see yaa...