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Thursday, January 13, 2011

kecewa

this past few days
benar2 buat aku sedih

benda2 yg tiada bersangkut paut pon boleh jadi hal..
ntah laa... speechless sudah ni..
buat laa sesuka hati..malas mo amik tau sudah..

Penat...lelah...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

resolution 2011

hi people..

new year's resolution...?
do i need to?
hmmm i guess there is none for this year
other than growing up my lil prince with good health
and more traveling this year...i hope... :P

last year resolution i've achieve 80%
the biggest target is.. get pregnant.having baby of mine.. and i did...
that is the best thing happen last year..

wut ever goals u guys planning to do this year..
wish u all best of luckss!!!

take care people.. XoXo

Monday, January 3, 2011

twenty Eleven

happy new year to U!!
i dont feel much the exciment vibe celebrating this new year
bcoz my 'New' year starts when i gift birth to Adam
now its all about him..not totally laa..hehe..
been bz handling my first experience as a Mom
its not an easy job handling a new born baby
first months really a rough journey
luckily i have my mom,MIL,hubby n family helping me out
Adam carrying G6PD kinda blood.. so,his jaundice agak lama nak ilang
for 10 days,everyday adam kena check darah..
to see him kena inject tuk ambil darah sgt laa pengalaman yg x best
menyentuh hati nurani seorg ibu..i cried along with adam..huhu
masuk the 3rd week, adam selalu kembung perut
bermula laa my sleepless night... lucky ada mummy menemani both of us while hubby is not around...dpt laa tukar2 jaga Adam yg nanges non-stop...
on his first month check-up, his weight 4.5kg,height 57cm
geeeee...cepatnyer adam membesar.....

ok laa.. check out his pictures..

8th day


9th day



15th day


23rd day

1 month old..yeay!
have a great year ahead people!!!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Adam Rayyan..My New Guy..Our New Love

Buah Cinta Kami
Adam Rayyan
he was born on the 15th Nov 2010, 7.33pm
weight:3.3kg
height:48cm
undescribeable feeling
i'm a mommy now
:')

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

7th Months

holla people..

this week its my 28th week of pregnancy... syukur alhamdulillah, c baby d dalam sgt aktif dan sihat walafiat.sepanjang bulan ramadhan ni, aku hanya mampu berpuasa pada hari pertama ramadhan.itu pon, kul 2pm sudah dua hati mau berbuka puasa... tapi xpe laa.. pengalaman pertama bpuasa ketika mengandung, cuma aku tak sekuat utk bertahan lapar dan dahaga kerana di dalam ni asyik menendang dan mengeras sepjg hari.... nampaknya 'hutang' berpuasa bertambah2 ni..hehe..

Lepas pay day ari tu, orang lain sibuk shopping utk hari raya.. aku lak,bz beli barang2 baby.. sgt seronok shopping barang2 baby thru online dan kat kedai2.tapi kat pasaran ni tlampau banyak pilihan tuk baby gal..dah tu kiut gilerrrr...menduga iman betul..hahaha..

hampir semua kelengkapan dah mencukupi..ada certain2 things yg aku belum sempat nak beli...
last week,my mom dah tolong basuhkan kain lampin n tuala2 baby.dah siap lipat utk digunakan lagi.nasib laa dah ada pengalaman dgn anak2 buah...skill tu masih ada dalam diri..hehe

hmmm...ahad lepas dah mengangkut playpen baby dari kg.hubby. MIL simpan playpen tu kat sana.recycle je playpen bekas anak ipar aku tu...save gak budget... semlm dah bersihkan dan jemur.. semlm dah pasang tilam n musical mobile..alaaa,patung2 yg gantung2 dan berpusing2 tu..

oh yeah... last monday, aku kena check darah 4 x... 7.30am,11.30am,5.30pm dan 9.30pm.. huhu,2x pertama tu ok lagi... tapi yg pengambilan darah petang tu yg sadis sket... susah dorang nak detect saluran darah.... sakit wooooooooo.....
tujuan kena check up darah tu sebab masa my last visit kat kkia,dorang check glukos dalam darah agak tinggi...dan dorang risau aku ada kencing manis...mudah-mudahan laa takde... biarpon doktor kata kencing manis ni hanya berlaku ketika aku mengandung, tapi klu baby dlm kandungan besar kemungkinan aku akan di operate ketika melahirkan nnt...tak maaauu...scary!

then kebetulan plak, dalam masa 3 hari lepas ada keluar lendir2 warna coklat mcm hari2 terakhir period.kebetulan aku kerja petang tu dapat peluang bercakap thru the fon dgn one of the MO O&G..aku tanya laa dia curiousity aku tu.. dia tanya kalau ada rasa kontraksi.. aku pon tak sure rasa kontraksi tu mcm mana,tapi ada laa sakit sket2 ala2 period pain.. dia kata aku patut g wad ABC utk check n admit one night for observation.sebab itu dah mcm tanda2 nak keluar.... Pucat terus muka ku...tangan dah sejuk bile doktor tu kata mcm tu. Oleh kerana aku still rasa tak puas hati...aku call Pakar O&G ..Dr.Priya yg kebetulan ada klinik ptg tu.dia suruh dtg jumpa dia... Alhamdulillah...lepas dia check n scan...dia kata takde apa2 serious.. baby semua dlm keadaan ok..cuma byk kan rehat... barulaaaaaaa aku bernafas lega.... So baby,jgn buat mummy worry lagi ok?luvvvvv u...

ok laa..tu je nak citer..hahaha...

Anyway.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri buat semua umat Islam... Maaf Zahir dan Batin...

*kurang feel raya tahun ni sebab tak berpuasa....huhu*

Monday, August 9, 2010

08.08.10






Scene d awal pagi Ahad

(mode:blum mandi,berbaju tidur,menguruskan anak buah)


Ding Dong!!

"Morning..Ervina ada?"

'erk!lelaki cina mana dtg awal pagi cari aku ni..ada bouquet of flowers lagi..matai!!'


"Ervina?deliver flower for u.."


"me?.................(blur) thank u"


"hubby.................is this from u?????"


mr.hubby terseyum-senyum..




Its our 2nd Anniversary..And its a Super Suprise for me.. didnt expect to get bouquet of red roses on my Anniversary....hahahaha...Pandai sungguh mr.hubby buat suprise..

Syukur Alhamdulillah,jodoh kami masih panjang dan sedang menantikan buah cinta kami yg baru berusia 23 minggu lahir ke dunia..


"Its not been easy within this 2 years..there's up and down thru those years.. yet we try our best to make it everything to be as good as possible...need lotsa tolerance,trust,understanding and love for cherishing our relationship.Thank u mr.Hubby for still being here with me... Love U"
















Friday, July 16, 2010

sumthing on my mind

i've been thinking..

did i made the wrong choice to stay n give another chance..
but,
am far too late to regret n turn back.. *sigh*